((Thanks Sky, Ozzie, wisewoman, and rebel))
Somedays I really think I am making progress and others I feel stuck in my grieving process (like wisewoman said.) There are so many unanswered questions that cause me pain and I do not think that I will get answers to very many of them.
My fathers side of the family disowned my sister and I after the divorce. I have not even met his sisters or their families...just at his funeral..and they never called me again. My mother never wanted me to hold a grudge against them, but god is it hard sometimes. I know that my anger will only hold me back from healing....I just do not think I am at the point of forgiveness yet.

Jessica

<font color=blue> You are in this snowglobe. It is encovered in glass and secure. But one day someone comes and shakes the globe and the pieces go flying everywhere. Now they will eventually settle but they won't be the way they were before and they can never be that way again. </font color=blue>