Well I tend to connect with people who can relate to me, whether it's through interests or similar experiences. I'm a pretty big introvert to be honest, I'm scared of people rejecting me which happens a lot. Right now I don't really have anyone. I have one friend but she's got things going on so she can't really talk to me. That being said my paranoia tends to kick in and i think she's just bored or frustrated speaking to me. I think maybe if i could get a stable relationship for once my clingyness might go away. Not too sure.

Oh no one says that guy on the internet was my fault. They just keep saying that the internet is dangerous and like, i know that now obviously lol.

I don't think them being transgender even mattered that much to me, it was that it was a chance of friendship, but well you can see how that ended up. I've just had really bad experiences with people.

Yeah I was thinking of writing down some stuff. not even for anyone else to read, more for myself, if that makes any sense.