It sucks that people have such a rigid view of what's "normal", and anyone that doesn't fit into that is untouchable. There are way too many societal rules that we just can't keep up with. I am so sorry that people are running away from you. I wish people would be more understanding and know that not all of us can be "normal". It's almost as if we should start walking around with signs saying that we have an ASD so people would understand. What's funny is that many of these people are the same people that are accepting of all ethnicities, religions, sexual orientations, etc. but won't accept people that fall outside of social norms. Feel free to shoot me a PM.