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Old Apr 06, 2014, 06:25 PM
Anonymous52098
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Originally Posted by Hellion View Post
Sorry you have to deal with such intolerance. I also did pretty good with school except for math but I have simular sorts of issues...I get easily confused by changes of plans and can be slow to understand it.

Also if your parents are telling you to kill yourself that is abusive, I don't want to stress you out too much but you may need help with that situation because it can't be healthy might be worth talking to someone like if theres a counseler at school...being in a situation like that certainly does not help mental health.

As for now try not to beat yourself up over this, you're not pathetic and useless just because you have some mental difficulties...that's just crap these toxic people have beat into your head but try not to believe it.
I do like my family, but I guess it's because I can't be a normal teenage girl (the one who has that upbeat personality or flits through the fields like a butterfly) that my parents wanted me to be. It's like they gave birth to the wrong child! But I know they're trying to raise me into a better person, but sometimes I wish they would calm down! They don't believe that something's wrong with me, they just think I'm being stupid! I really don't want to school counselors, for some reason, because I feel like I'm a burden to these kinds of people. I want a professional psychiatrist, but it's hard to find a trustworthy one in my area
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depressedalaskan, Idiot17