Im 16. I've been diagnosed with major depression and social phobia. I feel scared of myself. Like there is a secret about me that i dont know and that others might know and they will never tell me. I switch between 2 obsessions often. I have obsession with science. (physics and stuff like that) because i wanna be super smart, and then i have a dark obsession. I get obsessed with dark thoughts. Like where im stuck in an old asylum, locked up in a dark room forever and i go crazy. Its like a fantasy i think about obsessively. I feel crazy at times and it causes a bunch of stress. My therapist said i could possibly be on a break of psychosis, but that was months ago and i havent seen her since. She strongly recommended me going to a mental health place but i moved a week later across the country. I just wanna hear what someone thinks or if someone can relate somehow.