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Thunder Bow,
I'm on a very low speed Internet connection at the moment, and so I cannot view/download videos. I'm hoping to have a new computer and high speed connection soon. I will view your videos when that happens.
I'm curious as to what you hope I will "find" through your videos. You could just tell me if you want.
Each person's path of discovery is very unique. What I need to discover cannot be taught by another person, just as you said that nobody can rescue another. Relationships and experiences with people/situations can help point me in the right direction, but only I can figure out what or where I'm being pointed to. I'm not special in that way though. In the end, I believe that everyone needs to find their own truth in what they are experiencing.
I have over 50 years of insight into the complexities/depths of my psyche. Yet, there is an important piece of "something" missing, which is "maybe" the key to what I need to know and experience. I'm hoping to come into relationship with that missing or still unconscious/repressed piece, hence my search, which sometimes feels "frantic," as you described it. Thus far, I've come close to the missing piece, and circled around it, but yet it continues to elude me. I realize that I cannot force something to happen before it is the right time, but yet I believe there is a purpose for my currently "frantic" feelings as well. Everything is as it should be, but that doesn't make it any less painful for me.
If I sound frantic right now, it is because of the increasing pressure I feel regarding my age and other circumstances in my life. The time is now for me. It has always been now, but my "Now" has an expiration date in this lifetime, as it does for everyone, and my awareness of having an expiration date has become a lot more vivid in my mind during the past few years. I'm sure there is something that I need to discover about this too.
I've read some of your posts, which are impressive. I've done many past dream interpretations as well.
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