Hi Illegal, I know you are going through a very difficult moment, but please, do not let the monster of depression talk to you about suicide. You are a very valuable person, and I'm sure there are many people that love you. Give them a chance to help you my friend. You are not alone on this one. I too feel hopeless, but I hang in there because of the people I love and who love me back. Hope this helps my friend. You can always reach out to us, remember, we are going through very similar challenges. Hugs, love & peace to you, always

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