I feel really crappy now. I have no energy, everything is an effort, the pain is almost physical.

It is my own fault. I ran out of meds on Thursday. I went to the pharmacy to get more, but they didn't have them in the correct strength. They said they'd try to get them from another pharmacy, but they never called me back. I didn't contact them because I was curious to see what I was like off the meds. So, I have been off my meds since Thursday. I was managing relatively well, with some cycling, until today. Now the cycling is too much. I don't know if it's the withdrawal or the untreated illness. Either way, it is entirely my fault for being an idiot.

I'll get more medication tomorrow. I'm thinking about calling my t and asking for an appt this week (I don't have one scheduled until the 25th) if I don't feel better by Tuesday.

I just need some support right now. At least I'm not physically ill from the withdrawal, though I might be tomorrow if I don't get some sleep tonight... Thanks for listening; I really appreciate it!