Yes that's it, my mind cannot settle.
Even after wrestling with it, getting up having hot milk, taking a couple generic benadryl ... and eventually it seems I have some calm if not quiet in my mind ... then some searing thought will burn through and send me upright in bed just when I felt I would be drifting off to sleep.
The sleep study might be wise, if I ever get established with Oregon Medicare advantage medical care plan. I'm thinking that it's most likely to be my neurotic mind. Arrghhh.
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Traveling west back toward Eden (interestingly the wise men in the Gospel account of Jesus' birth came from the East), has been full of confrontation with
the trials and tribulations of living outside the Garden.
She is an artist without doubt disappointed that paradise was not as close in 1969 as she and so many others hoped it was. Her work is now filled with the reality of humanity's failure to achieve the prophetic dream of her song, but never without the hope that that day will yet come.
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