My levels of self esteem are at rock bottom; the inner critic everyone has is almost his own entity inside my head, constantly telling me that everything I do is bad or someone else is far superior than I. I constantly worry that I annoy or bother people just by being there. I hate the way I look, no matter how hard I try to work out and lose weight.

And the kicker is, I've had an easy life, my family is well off (not rich, but upper middle class) I went to private schools with extra help systems, and I haven't had to really work to just survive. And I hate what I am. I'm lazy, ugly, a college drop out, a failure, a worthless mess.

I've never had sex, never kissed a girl, never had anyone even remotely interested enough in me to give me a chance. I have very few friends, and most of them are online friends. I do have a job, but i do nothing besides work and play video games.

I don't know if this means anything, but I took that sanity quiz when I first joined, and my self esteem was a 100.