Not so good night. I got stressed from a conversation with my aunts, and I was already tired from waking up at 6 (it's now 1:30 am) and stress+tiredness=voices. I think they (the voices, not my aunts) are trying to trick me into killing myself so that I take their secrets to the grave. I've definitely told the docs too much.

Fortunately right now I'm a lot stronger than them and I'm not going to let that happen, but it does get stressful...