I'm not sure why I've been fighting going down these past two weeks. Some of it is due to stress at work - that's what started it. Then I just started dropping. I've been distracting myself to keep from crying, but it still sneaks up on me. It feels like mourning, disappointment, and discouragement. Other contributing factors were a meeting where instead of being supported I felt like I was being burdened and that when I called my dr like he said to, he didn't call me back.

I'm just writing to disperse the energy and give myself a distraction from it. *sigh*