Thanks for the advice.

The one thing that bothers me is that pretty much all the jobs I wanted as a kid and into high school are now things I can't do... Pilot is obviously out because of the psych issues, at one point I wanted to be a firefighter, but my ED makes the physical demands unrealistic... considered joining the army which is out... my last dream was to be in the CIA but I know I wouldn't get in and even if I did, it would just make me paranoid...

Now I've decided I want to study journalism or film so I can make documentaries. No idea how to get started or which schools to go to because I've had to change all my plans...