Thank you for your understandig and the wake up call. I've seen him with his wife and kids, knowing I will never have that with him. Yes that hurts, but I know it's reality.
I also know I want him to leave me alone, I've told him that several times. He just keeps calling me and I allow him to persuade me I suppose. You're so right with saying "stop wasting your time", because I know that's all this is...