Hi to everyone. I first would like to thank everyone for the support that you have given me and I truly hope I have not offended anyone with my responses. I have so much anger inside but I take it out on people that do not deserve it. I REALLY APPRECIATE all who has reached out. So; I am going for help!!!!!!!!!! I phoned my dc. He is away until next week, that's what worries me. Just to get through this weekend. I do need help because I can't do this on my own. It took all of you to make me wake up and smell the coffee and see what I have in front of me. My kids; and my future. This is so hard to write, I have tried not to let myself cry and I am losing it right now. But that is good; right? I am nervous but happy that I am thinking things over and taking this step to get better. I owe you all many thanks because you helped me see the big picture.
I love you for it and thank you. You may not realize it; but you saved my life. I just pray to get through these next few days; its going to be a struggle. So if I get really down, don't fret; I made up my mind to get help; I am just scared out of my mind.
Elizabeth.