Ever since I had my daughter all of my nightmares include me trying to keep her safe yet I die instead. EVERY TIME. I just had a nightmare so bad it actually woke me up. In it, a random guy stabbed my sister and then myself. He wasn't raged and I could feel that he didn't want anyone specifically dead, but after killing my sister and stabbing me he left my house. I got up and locked the door, went and did something and walked back towards the door and he was calmly sitting on my couch. I could feel that he was there to stab me again. What the heck is wrong with me?! I want to sleep again..