Is it arousing for you to do this? What is the "good" feeling that you're getting from doing this? Just curious, I don't mean it in a negative way. I guess my first thought was the sexual component to why some people do this, like if you're an ABDL fetishist. But obviously, I am not sure that's what is going on with you.

I'm sorry, I don't have experience with this, but I hope you find the answers you're looking for.