I'm going through it with the man that I love right now. He's fiercely independent, but at the same time says he wants no one but me. I want more physical time and effort from him, but the more I push for it the harder he pushes away. So I have decided that I have to do my own thing and if it is to be it will be.

Easier said than done, because I am an overthinker and find him in my thoughts often. I need to focus on me and doing things for me. If he fits in, all the better.

But I have anxiety about even though I know what I want to do.