To my lovely T:

Do you want me to bury my past and forget my trauma? Is that what is best for me? Is it because you don't want to hear it or aren't sure how to help me move past it?
Sometimes the past cannot just be "accepted" without processing it. I don't want to push it if you don't think it will be helpful to my healing....but the flashbacks are unbearable sometimes.
Also, I get so much anxiety when you take forever to respond to my texts! Those two-days-long conversations sure are stressful!!!

Love, Alexis

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