Lost for words whisper slowly to me still can't find what keeps me here when all this time I've been so hollow inside, I know you're still there. Watching me; wanting me; I can feel you pull me down, fearing you loving me. I won't let you pull me down. Hunting you I can smell you-alive your heart pounding in my head. Watching me wanting me, I can feel you pull me down. Saving me, raping me, watching me.

I am trying not to hurt myself like you have hurt me. I still feel your touch, your breathe on my skin. I want to wash it all away. I am trying not to hurt myself like you hurt me.

<div class="foot">(Edited by Zenobia on 07/29/04 02:42 PM.)</div>