So you just offered me to go to this really awesome thing that I've wanted to do all my life? Um, well, I think I'm just gunna stay home instead (). Why? Oh, well this week has just taken it out of me I guess.

I'm just really sad today.
Why?
I have no idea.

This is my laundry list of things to do today...make sure you're in a large room when you unfold it, because it is rather long. Am I gunna do any of it?
Well maybe. I should. but...

Depression makes me feel like a failure.
And I just realized recently that my greatest fear is failure, so telling myself that I'm a failure is the worst insult I can give myself.

I know I'm not the only one.........right?