It was scary last night. I couldn't find my purse when I got home and certainly didn't feel well early this morning. I'm glad I bought the bear mug and the little "charm" (which I can't find but remember squeezing the tiny, square box in my hand on the ride home) and think I'll "use" them symbolically to help me move forward. I really want to find the charm, I'm sad that I haven't already and am looking everywhere. Might even be worth not finding as a result of my behavior/choices last night.