Hi Breathing!

I think different levels are based on your number of posts. I think once you post 50 or 100 times, you get the distinction of "member." I'm not really sure tho. Ozzie or others would know that well.

I still feel the urge to cut even though I don't. I'm hoping for going away, but fading or becoming less intense is good too. What does help is having someone to talk about your urges with. Its accountibility and support. Therapists are good for that. I guess I'm preachin to myself since I need to talk to mine .