We got though everything. Conclusion:

I'm not taking PRN to much

I need to tell my husband immediately when I get paranoia

Parinoia being my way to desociate and everyone deals with stress differently

I need to find a reality check besides cutting

She's glad my box cutter is gone

Its not a good idea to leave with my parents for 6 weeks and end therapy then but its understandable

She understands why my parents are concerned

We talked about my friends understanding because they have seen my through similar things the past 13 years.

We talked about retaking a role in decision making with my son.

My sons meds

How I'm sleeping and eating

how I didn't allow my husband to call T

How saying the word 'crisis center' is a way to completely make me shut down