You're going through a lot at one time. Mourning the loss of your baby and the possibility of having any more. Surgically induced menopause. And the amputations, to boot. That's a lot for anyone to handle and just go ahead and be grateful. It's OK to be angry and disappointed and do be sure to get as much therapy both physical and mental as you can access. There must be a lot more to who you are than external beauty's or you to have come through this far. You'll probably surprise yourself with some of the adaptations you'll figure out as you go along with fewer digits, and your tenacity is a wonderful example for your little boy. I'm very sorry for your losses.

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