Okay, I think I should put this here instead of in OTHER where I first put it. Woops.

Um. I think zoophilia and bestiality are very wrong. But about a year ago I started secretly looking at zoophilic porn (dogs and horses mostly). I've stopped since then, but. I think porn is wrong too. I was much more aroused by zoophilic things than normal human-related things. In fact, I find human male genitals revolting. I can't stand thinking about them, and I feel bad for that. Of course, I find male genitals in general revolting, but I don't find females at all sexually attractive. I would actually like to have a sexual relationship with a male, and I just have no interest in one with a female. So I'm not gay.

I'm afraid I might be a zoophile. I don't want to be. I once had a dream about having intercourse with our male dog it was a while ago but I'm still freaked out about it and ---? Maybe if I just don't look at things that trigger it I'll be okay. It seems to have worked for the past year. I just fear? That it'll come back? What do? :/