Hi, I'm so glad you've posted this thread. I knew right off that you're sumpthin' special...just an intuition, or maybe experience from being on other forums. I understand that you have a lot going on. A lot of challenges. *Please check your PM's.

As for the Zoloft - give it a try. Seriously, it might be really helpful for you. As for Abilify...it didn't do jack for me & I haven't heard great things about it, BUT it might be just thing med for you. What kind of insurance do you have...how do you pay for medical stuff? Because every American really is able to get insured now. Also, the drug companies have programs that get your med for you at no cost. For example, before I had insurance I was getting my Seroquel free through a program I easily signed up for with Astra Zeneca. Without that program, my Seroquel would've cost $350/month.

Did you discuss your paranoia issue with your p-doc? If you did, I'm wondering why he didn't suggest an anti-psychotic. And now I'm gonna PM you~