It was while i was still in school. Friends just tried to cheer me up saying things let’s go shopping and watch a movie. I didn’t expect them to understand how i’m not just feeling a little sad, didn’t expect anyone normal would understand how i feel but i appreciate what they were trying to do and they made going to school bearable. I miss having friends like that. It’s only after they found out i’m taking meds that they think i’m weird and something’s wrong with me. Parents were angry and frustrated. Mom spent a lot of time in her church group praying to god for me convinced that demons are causing the depression, wish she would just spend the time with me instead.