Hi Granite - I wish I could have a Spring break, especially at the beach. Sounds just what the Dr ordered!!

Work is just super had as I am new, I don't know anything or anybody and feel totally out of my depth. I am being judged by everyone and feel everyone hates me(!) I think I am a disappointment as I don't have the technical knowledge needed to do the job. I am also trying to juggle the school holidays with the new job and have zero support from my H. I hate it. I basically hate life atm! I wish my other job hadn't ended the way it did (I did it for 11 years and it was my life). All feels too raw.

Thanks for your support Granite. How are you today?