I remember when I was 11 My dad will give me rub my back with his hands. When I 16 my dad will stare at my butt and breast when I walk by or when I sitting in the front set of the car with him. I also remember walking down the hall wearing some exercise pants all of the sudden i felt something touched my butt turned around it was my dad. at 19 years old I remember when my dad talking to me out of Nowhere he slid his hands on my arms to my hips. I'm still close with my dad, but it still bother me to the fact I get depressed and angry think about it. Do you think my dad molested or sexual abused me?