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Originally Posted by Rezza
Okay, I think I should put this here instead of in OTHER where I first put it. Woops.
Um. I think zoophilia and bestiality are very wrong. But about a year ago I started secretly looking at zoophilic porn (dogs and horses mostly). I've stopped since then, but. I think porn is wrong too. I was much more aroused by zoophilic things than normal human-related things. In fact, I find human male genitals revolting. I can't stand thinking about them, and I feel bad for that. Of course, I find male genitals in general revolting, but I don't find females at all sexually attractive. I would actually like to have a sexual relationship with a male, and I just have no interest in one with a female. So I'm not gay.
I'm afraid I might be a zoophile. I don't want to be. I once had a dream about having intercourse with our male dog it was a while ago but I'm still freaked out about it and ---? Maybe if I just don't look at things that trigger it I'll be okay. It seems to have worked for the past year. I just fear? That it'll come back?  What do? :/ |
As others have suggested, perhaps you could discuss this with a therapist. Some people have a general curiosity in various kinds of porn, including zoophilia, but this does not make them zoophiles necessarily. Many of my friends have watched porn of people having sex with animals. They were just curious, plus prompted by the "taboo" nature of it all, even though they are your average heterosexual people. Similarly, your dream about having sex with a dog might just be symbolic about your hangups in life, rather than keying you into your zoophilia per se.
There seem to be various psychological factors affecting your views on sexuality, including general hang-ups and guilt. A psychologist will be able to help you untangle this safely and efficiently. Good luck.