Yea maybe alex......I want her to know the severity of my emotional distress so she'll go to the core with me, but then maybe she sees that as symptoms not under control...grrrrrr....the balance of that blows....

So yea, haven't called pdoc---yet.

Wrote 4 page summary (ha ha summary ya) about "us" and how we need to get on a track and get "unstuck" and I'm open to hearing what she has to say and I know I can be petulant. So, that's where we're at, I sent it off, yes with email, to her and I see her tuesday. Thanks alex, I will hear her out on this.