I agree with the others...you sound like you have classic depression hun. It has NOTHING to do with a fault in yr personality. You are a good person with a debilitating disorder. Please know that. It sucks the life right out of you. It strikes when we least expect it. You are not alone. Not being able to work is hard. I had to go on ssd because of my illness. I hope you get some relief soon. Take care of yr self.

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