Yesterday I got alot done but today I've crashed. I can't seem to get out of my pjs. I miss the feelings of passion for life. I used to be so full of life before meds. Now I feel numb and dull. It makes me wonder why my bf sticks around. He loves all of me and I am so thankful. I get really scared thinking something bad might happen to him. I don't know what I'd do without his love. He makes me smile and that takes alot. I miss being hypo manic.

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