kmarie, I'm wondering how you are doing on this venture. I think that your health and relationship situation needs to be as good as it can be before bringing a child into the situation. Unfortunately we all have to make tough decisions at times, based upon what reality is and not what we want or desire. (((hugs))) I think that's what's called being and acting like an adult.

I've read elsewhere that your spouse isn't quite cooperating lately, how is that going now? Are you sure about why you wish to have (another?) child?

Please take care of you first. I know that many ppl are raised to think that taking care of oneself FIRST is only being selfish, but they were (and are) wrong about it... it's only good.

TC!