A month and a half ago (maybe more, maybe less) I had an intense feeling that my dad was going to kill me when I next went in the car with him. So for the first time in my life, I took a knife out with me in my bag just in case he attacked me and tried to kill me.

This was while I was medicated. I recently decided to stop taking my medication. I haven't had an appointment with pdoc since January time and I'm getting another appointment soon. If I tell her I did this and this happened, would i get sent off to inpatient psych ward?

I'm worried about disclosing this level of paranoia and taking a weapon out with me because of that. Maybe it's best I keep it to myself?