thankyou jawz

i appreciate what you are saying. i told him today he is not giving me what i need. you know, he started a new job, the minute he walked out the door me and the kids had such a good time together. he doesn't mean to be like he is, but i just dont know if we're right together, maybe i am growing inmyself now i am releasing my past- i just dont know. he is a good man, but just not for me i dont think.
sad, after 19 years, but i need to be happy. not been happy for so long. i have my kids, they are my life and i love them. they will help me through this too.

thanks again, jinnyannxx x