It is 3 AM. My mother wants to go outside to visit her friend Nancy. I have locked the door so she cannot go outside and hurt herself or get lost. She yelled at me to let her go outside. Then she threatened that she was going to break the window if I did not let her go outside.

This all happened at 2:30 AM. I am going to have to get up at 6 AM to take my daughter to school. My stomach hurts because of the acid. My anxiety is high. All of this is a perfect combination for depression to set in. I hope not. Things are getting out of control.