the last few weeks have been a black hole. greif is very hard to deal with when you lose a loved one.
now my med is kicking in and i can see some sunlight.
yesterday i wented to class for the first time in 3 years and things went well. i hope this will change things for me.
i have not felt like the end was near for a few days now.
so made there is a rainbow at the end.
thanking everyone for there help