((((Hunnygirl))))
You are doing so much for your sister and your love for her is just beaming out of the post. Your sister needs professional help..While cutting for me was a lot about crying out for help it is also a sign of danger. You are doing all you can for her by being support, but you have to take care of your own needs as well.
I know that this has to be painful for you and for that I am sorry. We are here and I hope you find help and advice from this place.

Jessica

<font color=blue> You are in this snowglobe. It is encovered in glass and secure. But one day someone comes and shakes the globe and the pieces go flying everywhere. Now they will eventually settle but they won't be the way they were before and they can never be that way again. </font color=blue>