venlafaxine has probably got me as close as I've ever been to recovery. All the 'positive' symptoms of depression and anxiety have reduced a lot (panic attacks, eating problems, self harm, suicide urges, crying, sleeplessness, body aches and pains...), but the 'negative' ones, (i.e: complete lack of desire to do anything, total anhedonia, seeing no point in existence) are sticking around after 3 months. I guess that aspect must be something I have to fight myself.