Hi hidesad and regretful, I identify with you both so much! It's the same situation for me at work. I smile, work, crack up jokes, and while everyone on the outside thinks that I'm happy, I feel either profoundly sad or numb. You guys are the only ones with whom I don't need to wear mask of happiness. I so appreciate this forum, it's kind of a safe place, a RELEASE

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