Tao, I don't really believe that you want to end it. You have too many plans for the future and are aware of some of your responsibilities. It's your depression talking and I'm wondering if you're really listening.

You need attention and that's what you're asking for. I'm thinking you're taking on your parents' guilt and making it your own. Let go of that for a moment and tell us what you really want us to do for you.





<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>