Hi rose
well it is a little on both. your insecurities and the fact that he is keeping things from you to feed those insecurities. the fact that he doesn't have a problem letting you read his texts and emails shou8ld give you some measure of trust. welcome to psych central. you will find that we have several forums where you can post about your concerns and receive feedback from other members. you will get a lot of support here. again, welcome.