That's awesome news! Reaching a point where panic isn't control your life is a beautiful feeling of freedom. It's like we get to rediscover the world all over again. I'm so glad you're in that place. My meds did wonders for me too. I resisted taking anything for a long, long time, but I'm so glad I finally did. Treatment turned my life around. There are so many more experiences and wonderful days like today for you to look forward to. Hugs of joy to you!!!