**** my job, **** the dmv, **** trying to be an honest person, **** trying to earn some decent wages to pay bills, **** dreams and the hard work I've done over the past year to achieve them, **** everyone who doesn't support me in the choices I make and things I do, **** ever being able to do anything for myself, **** trying to pay for meds, **** the meds that screw up sex for me, **** depression and anxiety and APD and BPD, **** **** **** **** **** ********!... I'm done.