My trauma had to be suppressed for 42 years until my daddy died recently which triggered severe anxiety, panic attacks, suicidal plans, hospitalization, seeing and hearing things and people that are not there. (Mainly my dad whom abused me mentally, sexually, & emotionally) I think that it would be hard to categorize my PTSD into a few major events. I still love him which I think is sick in itself. I still want his love and approval which I will never get now because he is dead. I can never ask him why. He left me nothing in his will. I have no closure at all.
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