Hi Rap! My brother died Sept 22nd of last year...due to an accidental overdose of alcohol and pain killers. A year before that..my youngest brother took his own life in his garage. My eldest brother died in the hospital after 4 days of recovering from heart surgery. I have a half sister in California that does not seem to want a close relationship. All this is a daily load I carry with me. I am considering getting counseling regarding this but have not done so as yet. I don't know what the heck I'm waiting for. I wish you well. This is an incredible pain. You are not alone.

Love,
Dottie