I haven't had a full diagnosis of BPD. They say I have Bipolar with traits of BPD. To tell the truth I have more BPD symptoms then Bipolar. Some of mine are pushing people away, self harm, being depressed, feeling lonely yet I don't want anyone around, anxiety, unstable relationships (I will cling to the person and then push them away by breaking that relationship), intense change in moods, thoughts that come and go, and there's more. I was first diagnosed with depression before anything else in my early 20's. But I see these symptoms starting way before then.

Therapy and DBT helps me. I have been in DBT before and going to be starting in May again. That's another thing. I have a hard time following through activities. Even ones I want to do. Relationships have been hard for me. But it helps if the other person will understand. Communication and understanding on both is the key I think.

I hope I helped with some of your questions.