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Originally Posted by newtus
well im home.
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Glad you're back Newtus! What did you get up to? Did you go to San Francisco after?
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Originally Posted by newtus
i must be really fat for 5 foot 2 because my grandma said i looked pregnant. shes 84 go figure i guess.
edit///but anyway just sayin that that hurt me kinda
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Originally Posted by costello
I got 18 chicks in the mail yesterday. This morning I thought five of them were dead. I spent the whole day dreading coming home for fear more had died. Then I got home and found the ones I thought were dead weren't. They're still not in great shape, but I think they'll all live but one. That one is still alive, but it doesn't look good. I have it here tucked inside my shirt against my skin. Every once in a while it twitches or makes some kind of little noise. I'm afraid to fall asleep for fear I'll crush it.
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Hope they're ok.
Apparently Mum has cirrhosis now and, when she is discharged, she will need to go on the transplant list

Hopefully someone in the family is a match and can give her a lobe, but haven't talked about that with the doctors yet.
Also, five and a half months after requesting my inpatient notes, I got them today. I knew they would be bad, but it still upset me reading all the horrible and untrue things they said, not just about me, but my family too. Apparently my Mum is overbearing, so I'm faking my MI symptoms because that's the only way I can get any attention in my family
Eta: Idk if I should go to the GP next week now. I don't want him thinking I'm attention seeking too. I want to cut off all contact with the CMHT. If they think I'm attention seeking, then I should stop going, because that will just reinforce my attention seeking behaviour, surely?!
The noise in my head is really loud now I've read all that
Eta: Also I found no mention of any personality disorder diagnosis, which is one good thing I suppose.
*Willow*